sick.

I'm in a fairly good place now in life. I'm sick and that sucks ass, but all things;humans/animals around me are pretty groovy.
I've finally come to that place, where I'm not fearing anyone I'm around. Life is good. Job situations are scary, my surgery is coming up.. that's pretty scary. But over-all I'm ok.
Started softball this past weekend, I'm the worst on the team,that I've met so far... only met 6 out of 15, so I have a teeny weeny chance..
Family is family. But my homemade fam. is grand.
Im the heaviest I've ever been.. totally fucked. But working through this; if I want, it too, will pass.
I have a 10k race this weekend, not prepared at all... and being sick I'm not even working out, meh!
Animals are good!! Weather has been aight, but the past few days have been pretty rainy. Spring will be here soon!!!
I have a honey! He's super great, adorable, all those things... but kinda far away. Looking forward to seeing his sweet ass soon! For a lil' TLC!!!!
x's and o's